See that girl on the right? That’s my friend Alex. She is gorgeous, beautiful, Perfect, Flawless, and well just about everything. the first day l had met her I fell I fell in love. I remember the first words she said to me “I got you this pop-tart” She was so stunning. Everything about that day was soooo amazing. I can’t even begin to explain. That same day i dyed her hair and she was wearing shorts she had to barrow so her clothes wouldn’t get ruined. I remember she came in and sat down with scars going all the way up her legs. Words and scars of all different sizes were just covering her legs. She was so beautiful. I don’t know how she could’ve gotten this way. I didn’t want to embarrass her so I kept my mouth shut. Later that evening discovered I had more feelings towards her than I thought. I didn’t think she even gave me a second look. I would always talk to my trusted friends about her and how I felt. One day I recieved a message from her. Just a simple “Hey”. That made me feel like a million bucks. The more we started talking the more I found out about her. She constantly gets made fun of at school. People will trip her, throw food at her, she gets called “Emo” and everyone just expects her to self harm herself. What almost threw her off the edge was her best friends suicide. I can tell that still hurts her and not a day goes by that she doesn’t think about it. Do you know what it’s like to get bullied everyday? She does. She has been strong this whole time. I also remember this night very well in general. We were talking and she was telling me about how she wanted to just give up. That’s when I told her that I liked her and she meant so much to me and she had no idea. She actually felt the same way towards me and I just couldn’t believe any of this. A few days later she told me that I had saved her life. I was completely confused but she explain how she had some pills she was going to take and just end it all but I had stopped her. I just couldn’t believe my luck. When I found out she liked me back we couldn’t date which is what hurt probably the was most. She lived in Florida and I moved to Texas. We just couldn’t take the distance. Over the time as we talked more and more we finally decided we could at least try. We did but the distance wasn’t easy to overcome. We didn’t last long at all and decided we could try again when we’re closer. I promise i’ll make that happen. After about a month she likes this other guy and I am fine with that. The guy used to like her but then he straight up told her she he didn’t like her anymore. Lately she’s been staying home from school because her anxiety is through the roof. But that guy may have just pushed her off the edge. I haven’t been able to contact her myself but her best friend says his might be the time. She is pretty serious this time. She might kill herself guise. I know most of you probably won’t bother to read through this but I just can’t bare to have this happen to her. Please get this notes. As many as you can I want to show her people care. I know most of you want care or think this won’t go with your blog bu does that matter? Suicide is serious. Please she just needs people to care. I don’t want anything to happen to her you guise just don’t understand. Please like reblog ANYHING. It all counts. Just know that you all could possibly save a life please. Just please. She desperately needs help. I am relying on you guise. Please.
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